It's beginning to feel a lot like... crap!

As far back as I can remember I've always associated the change in weather with good feelings and hope. People in general always seem to be so much more kind and sociable. But this year the change in temperature seems to have brought a down beet vibe with it. It's a desperate situation for most people, and even if you're not struggling too much it feels like every one I know has some private circumstance that's dragging them down. It's like every one is carrying some kind of burden, and it shows in their eyes.

I know I wish I could be on even ground with some situations in my life. It seems that some one might have the wrong impression about my intentions. Hell, I don't know what it is they think, and they don't seem to want to convey that information to me. Still there is plenty to thankful for. For instance I went out and had a nice steak dinner with a friend.

(Warning this steak is just a reenactment. It is not an actual picture of the steak I just ate)

We should work to make things easier on each other instead of of more difficult or at the least ambiguous. I don't mean in a cosmic "one earth" kind of sense, but at least just on the people we care about. I think I'll get back into taking photographs and posting them here. I care about my friends, and there are some people I care very deeply about despite whether or not they think I should feel a certain way. That's a compliment and a meaningful one. It's a world of dishonesty and I think we are all good enough to be honest with each other. Cheer up America.

Speaking of which read this. What a crock! The government giveth, and the government taketh away.

Here's a rap song about space aliens. Check out their You Tube channel. They also have a spoken word techno song about how we never landed on the moon.