Keeps me searching for a heart of gold

I went to bed much earlier than usual, about 9, and here I am wide awake at 11:30. For some reason I'm feeling particularly hostile towards commas so I'm going to stop using them for the rest of this post. If that makes this hard to read then forgive my late night irrational prejudices.

A lot of things are running through my head at the moment. Christmas is coming (early for me since I'm celebrating it on the 12th) and I'm very excited to visit Georgia. I can't think of anything more that I need right now than to get out of town for a little bit. There is something revitalizing about taking a trip away from your family and life. You feel disconnected wholly from the things that bind you to the world you inhabit daily and that's something I need so I hope it all comes together. I look forward to eating till I vomit, drinking, and being merry. There is a slim chance that I may have to take a job... well not so slim but still a bit of a long shot. We'll see.

It's been a rough year for millions and for me and my friends it has been no exception. Lately distance has begun to slowly put my mind at ease about a certain person but I'm not particularly happy about that. I don't pretend to understand that persons motives or even know what it is they're thinking but regardless I hope she is doing well and hits the jack pot for Christmas whether I speak to her again or not. I don't feel it right to fully voice my affections or sentiments here but what else can I say? Je t aime.

The next order of business is this because it is awesome. It's an actual book!



Well I wish every one a merry Christmas. Even if you don't celebrate Christmas I wish you a merry Christmas, and you can take that to hell with you pagan sons of B's. That does it for my extra long belated 100th post. I wanted to put a more sentimental video so here's a song I produced for my father. That's him playing and signing and the video is directed by him.